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although the norwegian left 3 days ago we’re still texting and he’s sent me pictures of his house/norway/himself and ughhh i miss him so much. i thought he would end all contact w/ me bc we agreed it would b “casual” but nooooo. obviously i have some sort of attachment to him since i had my first kiss w/ him, but i just dont want to seem annoying… at first i thought he just wanted me physically (lol tbh i thought he was just desperate), but at the end i realized he actually did like me. idk i hate being that person that talks abt boys on here but he just made me feel really good. i just honestly never thought a boy would like me. at first we were trying to hide it but at the end we just didnt care bc it was so obvious something was going on. god i just miss him a lot :( honestly im not even going to pretend i dont want to talk abt it bc i do. i want to just tell someone how he made me feel… ok im done. this is so cheesy. teach me how to not be annoying thanks
i miss my norwegian :(
there are so many bands coming to boston… I’m actually so overwhelmed c I don’t have the money to go to all of them. i was going to get tix to see the horrors but I think the canceled?? idk I don’t really have access to high speed internet here in china so I’m not really sure if any shows have sold out. i want to get tix for warpaint, slowdive and jack white. i did get my tix to see julian though…. IM SO EXCITED!
lol im so sad
the norwegian left… there were so many ppl and it was so hectic that we didn’t even say goodbye. i cried so much. he made me feel so good abt life. i will probably never see him again, but im so happy i got this experience.